"Lonely Traveller"

I don't know why, I feel lonely tonight.
I wonder why, I want to cry without sleeping.
God, please give me a power and bravery tonight.
Mother, please save me from this loneliness..

I must remember the hard time when I saved money.
I must remember the first time I decided to come.
From the beginning, I knew I would feel,
to the end, I'll go on my way, but sometimes...

I want to shout: somebody help please hold me tight,
for only this lonely night, somebody, stay with me.
I want to go out to find somebody who takes care of me,
for only this lonley traveller, it's you all I need tonight.

I don't know why, I want to cry without sleeping.
God, please forgive this braveless and weakness.
Mother, please talk to me and sing a song tonight.
Please somebody, come to my bed and hold me tight.....

written on 1st June 1997 in China.
I was very lonely and tired..